it’s one of those days
i don’t want to shower, ever.
i don’t want to go to my doctor appointment at 4:30.
in fact, i almost never want to leave the house again.
there is a tension, an anxiety.
it’s in my pores and my muscles.
i think i’m grinding my teeth.
i think it began with emily gould’s article.
it got worse when i began working.
things calm for a moment, when mice parade comes on the itunes shuffle.
i am no longer caught up in my stress.
i breathe easily.
i read a blog.
inspiration returns.
and i am left wishing there were more hours in the day.
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So just finished the Gould article and yes it makes me want to go huddle under my comforter and maybe throw my computer out the window. But. I haven’t felt like you overshare and I don’t pick up on a gossip vibe either. Personal theory? Gossip is toxic. And blogging doesn’t have to be what she described, it can be connection, conversation, exploration. What I related to most is the need for attention which I think is a fine and basic need, only blog attention can be the empty calories of attention compared with connecting to those around you. (want to know what blog re-inspired you after mice parade came on)
(ironically, gould’s own ‘heartbreak soup’ blog!)