It’s one of those days
I don’t want to shower, ever.
I don’t want to go to my doctor appointment at 4:30.
In fact, I almost never want to leave the house again.
There is a tension, an anxiety.
It’s in my pores and my muscles.
I think I’m grinding my teeth.
I think it began with Emily Gould’s article.
It got worse when I began working.
Things calm for a moment, when Mice Parade comes on the iTunes shuffle.
I am no longer caught up in my stress.
I breathe easily.
I read a blog.
Inspiration returns.
And I am left wishing there were more hours in the day.
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So just finished the Gould article and yes it makes me want to go huddle under my comforter and maybe throw my computer out the window. But. I haven’t felt like you overshare and I don’t pick up on a gossip vibe either. Personal theory? Gossip is toxic. And blogging doesn’t have to be what she described, it can be connection, conversation, exploration. What I related to most is the need for attention which I think is a fine and basic need, only blog attention can be the empty calories of attention compared with connecting to those around you. (want to know what blog re-inspired you after mice parade came on)
(ironically, gould’s own ‘heartbreak soup’ blog!)